Melanie Hendricks

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With love,
Mell

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I'm so beefed out now. HAHA. Was spending my time in some unusual way, dance. hahaha, gawd knows when was the last time i performed and when will be the next time. Looks like never. I'm not those type of people who goes around chasing their dreams cause see, these kinda things don't happen to me. Maybe not yet but I'm sure it won't. I know, I'm such a pessimist. Maybe I am cause of the very fact that I didn't make it pass the dance auditions at LaSalle. I guess I'm still lingering on to the fact that my dance is just not good enough. And for that, I'm embarrassed or rather shy now to dance in front of people.. that's why I dance in my room where only 4 walls, a ceiling, a floor and piles of stuff are looking. Yeah I just finished dancing to Single Ladies and I just can't seem to get that middle and last bit of it. I've been working on it since last year and stopped halfway and started again. I really and absolutely love dancing to Single Ladies, though I'm not one. Yeah I need a shower now cause I'm all sweaty.. ewwww haha

I thought the quote below was very inspirational. My pessimistic level went down just a notch after reading it.
I read it on my cousin's(Suzanna Hendricks) facebook profile.

"RT @RevRunWisdom:
Great ppl r known for 1 big thing.
Michael Jordan= Basketball..
Russel Simmons = Hip Hop culture..
Bill Gates= P.C..
Donald Trump= Real Estate.
FOCUS!"


Melanie-Tracy Felicia Hendricks= Dance ???

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it to
I know you do
Ive got so much more to give
This cant die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And Ill cherish every drop here on my knees.

And I like it natural,
No need for chemicals.
Foggin?up my senses
You're making me sensless
You're calling it sexual.

I can't wait baby
I don't wanna wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes i... I know it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes i'll make it all mine
I'm gonna rock your world.

Baby you're a winner
From: Melanie-Tracy (melcoolangel@hotmail.com)
Sent: Wed, 8 Apr 2009 12:12:38
To: riddick_cage@hotmail.com.

From:	Glenn Gomez (riddick_cage@hotmail.com)
Sent:	07 April 2009 04: 28AM
To:	melcoolangel@hotmail.com

Good morning love!

When I'm with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you(if thts ok with u)hehe

Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I don't know if I will be able to give back all that you have given me. I know you are feeling lost and moody this few days, I want to be you're guiding light when you are lost. Be your comforter through all your trials and sorrow. I will be your rock. Baby just lean on me.

Sometimes I myself feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe. Your voice soothes me, like a simple BABY I LOVE YOU. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel or what i think, but I can't find the words other than I am ecstatic we met and have gotten together after all the things we've gone through.

I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me. This is the love I want for us baby.

I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. I love you, baby, come back to me.

I miss hearing you when you are high and the softness of you when you mellow down. It is like I lost you somehow, what you are feeling and what you are thinkin I dont know right now. Get well soon dear, come back to me, i want my baby girl back. I miss you and I love you.

No, I'm sorry.. I love you.

On the twenty-eighth day
Of the third month
In the year 2009
There we sat in the total blindness of the city lights.
The only source of light were the stars
That twinkled ever more brightly
This special night.
A soft kiss you gave upon my fingeres,
A picturesque site!
A captivating smile you gave afterward
As I stared into your luring eyes.
I could just stare at your face for the rest of my days.
Beautiful is the word!
Indeed I can't help but to feel happy.
Deep within me I was dancing
Every vessl in me pranced for you uplifted my spirit!
As magnificent as you are,
You did not stop there.
You came closer and whispered into my ear
A simple 'I love you'
Those three wors of utter sweetness made my day.
For it was genuine and affirming
Something people take for granted in the living
As you brushed your face from my ear to my lips
A tingling sensation you gave
With just one kiss. Spontaneous exciting.
We touched each other's faces.
Brushed my hair, giggled here and there.
All night long our souls interwined
Never wanting each hour/minute/second to run out of time.
For it was special.
A pure bliss of perfection.
Hold me tight. Stay by my side.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.
The one who calls you baby.
Baby.

Glenn and I went for Novena last Saurday (which is by the way making very good progress-9th week) and soon ended up being lost in the city. We  wanted to go to St. Joseph's church for mass that day which would supposedly commence at 5.30pm, according to G. We walked to the bus stop opposite Novena church( must cross over-head bridge all!!!) to find for the 851 bus which passes by St. Jo's church. No 851 there. So we walked back! more than a 100 steps, I counted. haha. Took the 851 from Novena Square and thus made our way. Passed by LaSelle, hehe. And dropped down the bus stop after that, cause apparently I saw a church in which I thought was St. Jo's. (a very draggy pressing button sound) WRONG!!!! It was Our Lady of Lourdes! ps, time was 5.10 pm and yes, it was my fault we got lost. hah... walked aimlessly round the place. Passed by Bugis, many many many bulidings and thus we reached our destination! Time, 5. 25pm. Walked into the church and I had this very churchy kinda vibe coming from it. It wasn't air-conditioned, neither did it have any use of high-technological stuff like screens and plasma flatscreens around. Very surreal. Very solemn. I like! G and I stayed for the Divine Mercy and looked around and saw very little ppl. Are you sure mass starts at 5.30pm? Nope, it didn't. It only started at 6! Goodness. hahaha. Now that was your fault!

Ate dinner at Raffles Place and watched the world- world meaning the city of Singapore- go off in total darkness. Well, sort of. It wasn't that dark. Many lights were still swithed on and to be frank, these ppl should really go to hell for voting for global warming. sheeeesh! Anyway, G brought me to Millenia Walk where we talked, laughed and kissed the night away. Spectacular!

And so that really pretty much wraps up the whole of my Saturday.