Sent: Wed, 8 Apr 2009 12:12:38
Baby, I'm gonna make you say you love me after reading this! Trust and believe these words that is going to be unfolded right in front of your eyes. Let's start off with a simple, I love you. Yes, I really do b. Tell me baby, is it you that is gonna continously put a smile on my face? Is it you who is gonna make every single day of my life worth living? Is it you who'll be with me through thick and thin? Is it you who's gonna make me feel soooooo love? Is this love? I never knew that love could feel like this ! Sleepless nights, daydreaming afternoons and the ever-so you-can't-get-outta-my-mind kinda situation! You're constantly on my mind. 24/7 to be exact. I love it! Never stop loving me Glenn, don't. You really have a way of moving me.. I wanna wrap my arms around you all day. I wanna kiss your lips till it turns red. I wanna whisper into your ear, I love you.. I wanna do wonders with you b! I really wanna. G, you make it real for me. I know that this may sound all cliche and all but it's so true. It came from my heart. There's never a day that went by that my love for you has deterioriated. Not even an inch.
What has happened, has happened. Let it remain untouchable. I love the way we are right now. Simple yet loving every bit of it. Simplicity is a bliss. I don't want any tension, I don't want any negative emotions running through us. I know babe bout what you're thinking. "what about that night?" yes, I was foolish I was dumb. This list can go on and on and on.. I know. I'm sorry. I should have been more mature to understand the situation. More understandable and that you were just looking out for me cause why? you love me? For heaven's sake, I should be thanking you. Though it was straight to the point and it a way quite hurtful, I still should thank you. Cause it was the truth. There's no wrong in speaking about the truth. The truth hurts. And that night, it really pierced my heart. My heart crumbled for I realised that yes, I was in the wrong. It's just so hard for me to admit my mistakes. I don't like doing it. Who does tell me? Admitting that I'm in the wrong seems to be a more farfetched and a harder thing to say than an apology. It sucks. But I have realised it now.
Seventeen and I'm still learning. I thought I knew it all. I thought wrong. I still have a long way more to go in my life to earn that freedom. What is freedom anyway? Second thoughts, maybe I don't wanna have that freedom no more. I want my mum to constantly ask me, where am i? who I'm with? what time am I coming home? It's through these words babe, I realised that my mother cares so freakin' much for me! How dare I say and question, "does my mother really love me? My mother hates me! I hate her!" How dare I ! See Glenn, you've opened up my eyes to everything in life. Not just in my family or about the morals in life but also to love.
L O V E. I love you. You thought me the meaning of love. I wanna love you more and more. Baby take me deeper in love with you! Hold me tight in your embrace. I wanna hear your heartbeat go faster and slower at the same time. Thank you love, for caring. Thank you love for being who you are to me. I don't see ow anybody else can take your position as a boyfriend. Please b, you're more than that! And you know it, I can sense your smile right now! hahaha. Baby I love you. If it is God's will, our relationship will last a lifetime. How beautiful so beautiful that will be. How beautiful you are, inside-out. I freakin love you like crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
G L E N N ! Oh sweet Glenn, I love you.. no more, no less.. I just do.
Baby you're a winner
Didn't even take you 12 rounds to do it,
You got that title now
I'll tell the whole world up high
To give it up for my guy!