Soccer Ministry Christmas Party 2008. We'll make this work guys! What team?? "Christ-Like!!" teeheehee
I feel so dead, tired, disappointed yet I feel contented somehow. I'm feeling so damn fatigue ever since I woke up this very morning. Life as we know now is filled with so much things to do, time for your loved ones, time for school, time to do work and time to just chill. Examiniations are on their way ! Lately, I've not been chilling at all, up till now. Rest is all I ever wanted and when I finally get it, I'm not at ease. My body aches from soccer today. I played like a damn bloody "BLEEP!!". I was so pissed, a whole lotta frustration within me. I'm sooo competitive when it comes to soccer. I can't go on being like this. This is bad. This is a sin. I'm unable to control my anger on the field. I played like crap today F.Y.I. I didn't even get the ball, nobody passed!! And when they did, I missed it. Suck balls.
Nevertheless, my day wasn't totally that bad. Went for 11 45 am mass today with my family, cecilia, beverly and ryan. We had to sit at the place where it was so damn bloody cold. I hadda cough and felt so weak during mass. Mass today was ever so fruitful. I loved Father JJ's homily. OMG I'm feeling sooooo tired.
Okay to cut the story short, I had kway chap for lunch which I was dying to eat but contributed to the cough I had. Went for Bible Sharing. Btw, Emilio, you rock! The session today was beautiful. I loved it, I'm gonna continue in this never ending quest to grow in my spritiual life.. Soccer sucked but a surpirse totally knocked me outta my feet. Glenn oh sweet Glenn came for soccer today. I'm glad the atmosphere was good (considerin the fact that 2 of my ex's was there). Play hard, play fair, play together, have fun. I believe I did not fulfill this sentence today. I apologize guys! It's the time of the month so bear with me aight. Glenn send me home to say hi to my mother and hen he chabutted home. Cecilia, I love you ever so much okay love. Trust and believe me that everything is gonna be okay, everything is gonna be alright, everything is gonna be just fine. HAHAHA, that Chris Brown song. We're here for you..
Dearest Glenn,
look how far we've come.
I'm amazed by you
I'm amazed by us
We're growing slowly but surely.
We've changed for the better
No more childishness
No more frustrations
Praying together
Loving one another
How can things be bad?
With God, all is good
Amen!
I freakin love you Glenn!
Always & Forever
With all my bumm !
Love love me.